Where is my Cooking Show? (or as an alternate title) Maybe it Will be Gross

I'm still confused about why I don't have a cooking show on the Food Network where I attempt random recipes that I find online. I do this every single weekend, and the world needs this type of diversion right now. 

Plus, I'm delightful. Duh.

My sweet and wonderful Trey Hickman ate a meatball and mozzarella Hot Pocket and a Chobani strawberry banana yogurt for lunch every single day for like 47 years. I, on the other hand, enjoyed many, many lunches with my bestie Tiffany sitting in the Sonic drive-in sharing cheese sticks and cheddar peppers. I think Trey's sad pauper lunch was to shame me for spending money on eating out all the time, but he would never admit it. 

And then a couple of years ago we decided we should try to cut down on processed food. And we decided we should spend less money on food and traveling if we ever hope to retire and also keep our head above water with two homes until Tucker graduates college, so our meal prep era began. 

To compensate for the (hopefully temporary) decline of our #YOLO life, I started cooking random recipes more and more and more. 

Then I found TikTok. And I got a sourdough starter. 

First, sourdough. 

Sourdough people are special. They all have their own way that you have to do things EXACTLY or everything will be TERRIBLE! And they talk in made up words like "fermentolyse" and "levain." 

I feed my starter every night, but occasionally I forget. And so far, so good. What I cannot master is the "scoring" of the dough. I think that must be the easiest part, but I have not once gotten it right. Sourdough should have a beautiful score directly down the center. Mine tends to look like that emergency C-section that happened on The Pitt. IYKYK.

Anyway, sourdough is fun. Especially when there are giant, puffy bubbles. I really like those. 

Last week I experimented with a new breakfast - I eat breakfast at my desk every morning. I sort of made this creamy jalapeno basil edamame spread. I left out the miso paste because it was kind of expensive and I only needed a little, and I didn't measure anything because measuring is lame. I ate it each day on a slice of sourdough with some Everything but the Bagel seasoning and a side of cheddar cheese. It was healthy and delicious, but the recipe made like 3 gallons so I threw most of it in the trash today when I cleaned out the fridge. I felt so domestic eating my sourdough every day! 

I also make lunches on Sundays for Mr. Hickman and me to eat most of the week. 

Sidebar: I feel so wife-y when I make Trey's lunch!

My lunches are generally a hot topic in the office, as they are usually delicious and fresh and homemade. It's my flex. Some favorites are a pizza bowl (cottage cheese, hot sausage, pepperoni, mozz, banana peppers, olives, marinara). Lately I've started also adding chick pea pasta because Trey pointed out that a meal needs carbs to really be a meal. He's not wrong. 

Taco bowls are also a go-to (the Cholula taco seasoning is the best one). And buffalo chicken pasta salad is a new addition to the rotation. This one from Marianna's Pantry is the basic recipe I started with. I'm a super fan of hers (but language alert for my mom FYI). 

Sometimes I make things that are gross. Not on purpose, of course, but it happens. When it does, I accidentally forget my lunch the rest of the week and go to Golden Chick for a gravy-laden meal all week. Trey always eats all the lunches I make. Even the gross ones. I know he thinks they are gross because he'll say "Hmmm...I'm not sure we should have this one again." Cutie. 

This week we're having this Asian salad, kind of. It's a salad jar recipe, but I don't have any jars in the apartment. Also, I left out the maple syrup because Trey insists he would smell it a mile away and it would ruin everything. And I added soba noodles for carbs (see above). 

My plan was to mix up all the ingredients in a bowl and put the sauce in a separate container. But then the noodles all stuck together and I couldn't really stir it all up. So I just put the noodles in the containers, then added the rest of the mixture on top. And I mostly just put stuff in the sauce until it tasted good. Hopefully the whole thing will stir together when the sauce is added. 

I think it's going to be delicious! But maybe it will be gross. Oh well.

That's life on the edge. Who says we don't live #YOLO?!?

And now you see why this should absolutely be a cooking show. What percentage of the listed ingredients will Stormy actually use? Will anything be measured? Will Trey deem this addable to the rotation or is it a week of fast food for Stormy? 

Such intrigue! I'm ready when you are Food Network! 

PS - Trey still eats a yogurt every day, but the hot pockets are few and far between. I'm going to make him live forever! 

actual photo of me cooking

My 49th Year

 I will turn 49 in a couple of weeks. In case you were wondering, that's almost 50. Geez.

I've been thinking of my upcoming birthday a lot more than I usually do. Mostly because I remember I'm going to be 49 and my brain makes this face:

Additionally, spring can be a stressful time in the school business, so I sat down tonight thinking I should write a little for a creative outlet. But I'm tired and can't think of a clever thing to say. So I googled writing prompts, and the first one was "What would you say to your 18 year old self?" This made me think of two things: 

1) What I would say to my 18 year old self (for obvious reasons).

2) Things that I might should be ashamed of as a practically 49 year old human person but am absolutely not ashamed of.

Regarding topic #1 I would say this:

Girl. Stop taking yourself so seriously. Be comfortable in your own skin. Also, maybe crazy hair days are to remind you that you're not actually in control of most things and that sometimes a little chaos can be fun. Which reminds me... have fun. And you'll always feel good about yourself if you're honest and good to people. Oh - and you're a terrible liar, so go ahead and decide to use that as your superpower. And you'll never believe what is going to happen in your life. It's epic!  

Regarding topic #2 - things I should probably be ashamed of but am not:

I am influenced by TikTok and I like it. Case in point:

• I make TikTok recipes all the time. 
• I'm sold on eating an excessive amount of protein. 
• I bought this glider exercise thing because I can work out while I'm watching TV (and we all know how super work-outy I am!). 
• I am led to believe that Mercury in retrograde really does affect my mood. 
• BookTok is a blessing and a curse because I find lots of books I might like and I also will aggressively judge any creator who says that Yellowface is one of their favorite books. 
• I will gladly scroll past videos that are more than one minute because that is just too much for my attention span in leisure time. 

I will absolutely default to my pajamas. Let's say I get home from work around six and know I'm not leaving the house. I can change into shorts and t-shirt for a few hours and then change into my pajamas after that, or I can just go straight for the PJs. At my age, I should probably have some expensive athleisure to wear around the house. But why go to all the trouble? It's PJs for me.

I tried something new with my makeup (that I learned on TikTok, of course). I had to watch the video again every day for a long time to make sure I was doing it right, so I found myself getting ready for work by following a TikTok. This should be embarrassing because I am practically 49 years old and should know how to do my makeup. But if you've seen me lately and thought "Wow! Her jawline is snatched!" then now you know why. 

Also, I just used the word "snatched" and I really hope I used it correctly in my almost-old-age and didn't just say something offensive. 

I love puzzles. I do all of the NYTimes puzzles every day and usually have a real-life jigsaw puzzle that I'm working on. My goal is to get the Mini Crossword in less than 30 seconds. It's very grandma-ish, but I care not. 

I brag to my friends about sleeping all night long. When it happens, it's a flex. 

I find myself completely unable to see without my readers. Completely. As a result, I often shamelessly saying "I can't see that at all" in random situations, such as the checkout line or when someone shows me something on their phone. I knew I'd probably have this happen to me someday, but NOW seems a little too soon. 

I'm sure there are many more things I shouldn't admit to at my age, but this will do for now. 

49 sounds old.

The end. 

The World Kind of Sucks Right Now, or (as an alternate title), Three

Here's what's in my brain.

The world kind of sucks. 

It's hard for me to say that because I believe I am an eternal optimist. I work really hard to find the good in all situations, primarily because I believe there is good in every situation because God is in control. But lately I feel inundated with the fact that the world sucks.

Politics above all else. Capitalism is bad. Socialism is bad. Christians are bad. Everyone who isn't Christian is bad. Everyone who disagrees with me is bad. Everyone who doesn't think like me is bad. No one is doing enough to fix things. All of the bad stuff is because of someone else and their wrong-ness. 

On and on and on and on. 

It's been kind of getting to me.

I have a tattoo of the number three on my right wrist. I had been saying I was going to get it for years, and then I finally did last year in Nashville over Christmas. My Mr. Hickman is the third, so it started there. It was a kind of re-commitment to our marriage, I suppose, as we embarked on a whole new world of empty-nesting, changes, and being brave with our lives. 

Sidebar: Trey also got a tattoo that December. It says "la tormenta" - "The Storm" - and I love it!

But three is significant to me in other ways, too. I always say that I have three Hickman boys who are my world (Trey, Tucker, and Keaton), so it reminds me that family is most important in life. And reason #3 (haha) is that sometimes I need to be reminded that I am third - God, others, self. I do my best to choose to be number three, although my success rate is often debatable.

(Leave it to me to overthink something cool and possibly impulsive like getting a tattoo.)

Anyway, I walked into our sweet little Methodist church on Sunday feeling joyful. I love church with Trey, and we have a three day weekend so life was good. I had taken the fact that the world sucks and tucked it into a little box and decided not to think about it.

The sermon was about Psalm 23. The Lord is my Shepherd and all that jazz. You know it. It was familiar and comforting and fit my mood perfectly. Just happily attending church on a cold Sunday of a three day weekend. 

Then it happened.

Pastor Dave wrapped it up with this point:

We all know (or at least church people do) that Psalm 23 tells us that God is our comfort in difficult times. But what about those times when life is good? What is our job when we aren't in the "valley of the shadow of death" but just out here in the world? Maybe it's our job to be comfort and safety for those who ARE in the valley. 

Not just our job, but our privilege. (I added that part to the sermon in my head.)

I noticed the three on my wrist as the sermon wrapped up, and I remembered that I should be third. 

And now back to where this started. The world kind of sucks right now. 

I loathe and despise all things politics. This entry very deliberately takes no sides, and while some may criticize me for that it's where I am. Rather, I choose to see things this way: 

When someone is hurting, it's my privilege to comfort them. 

When someone is disrespected or treated poorly, it is my privilege to stand up for them. 

When someone lacks opportunity, it is my privilege to help them find it. 

It's not political. It's what makes me human, Christian, mom, wife, educator. But my success rate is often debatable. 

In so many ways and so many areas, it feels like I can't do enough because if I were doing enough, it wouldn't still feel like the world kind of sucks. 

But y'all. I can't be the Shepherd. That's not my job. 

My job is to be a really good sheep. And when my fellow sheep need me, I can be there for them as an ambassador of the Shepherd. And that's not only enough, it's a privilege. 

A privilege to be third. 

May we all continue to get better at it.

Hovering (as an alternate title, This is My Therapy)

I have many things in my head. If you've known me for long you know the way I get them out is that I write them down. I suppose sharing them with the world is a bit self-indulgent, but the English teacher in me believes that writing has the power to help others, connect them, lift them up, make them laugh, and on an on. So allow me to both get my personal version of therapy and to self-indulge.

This morning I cried in church. I haven't done that in a very long time. The running joke in our house has that I always cry in church and Trey worries that people will think it's all his fault for making me cry. But church has been weird since we left our church of over 20 years for a different church, then moved to a new town and have dabbled in finding a church home. 

But today, I'm baaacckkk!  I cried for absolutely no reason and for all the reasons in the world.

And now for the things in my head.

This is our first Christmas to not live in College Station since 1998, but we still have our CS house and may still have Christmas there this year. Where do I decorate? How much effort do I want to put in to the house where my 20-something boys live? How do we celebrate the Christmas season when it's just Trey and me? Don't get me wrong, we like each other a whole bunch and will have a great time, but it's weird and different and sitting on my heart a little bit.

Trey's job is weird. The bank he worked for sold, and then two weeks later sold again. He's still driving to Bryan for work each day. He has a good job, and we're thankful. But it feels weird and different and uncertain. 

Two and half years ago my dad was diagnosed with a terminal illness. They told him he probably had 2-5 years left. Now, two and half years in, he's doing pretty well, all things considered. But it hovers. And as much as it hovers for me I know it hovers for my mom even more. Just sitting there. Hovering.

I know the Hickmans are technically my in-laws, but they are my family and have been for over half my life. My sweet mother-in-law is not in good health. We always have hope for her future, but we recognize that this world is not all there is and we collectively do not want her to suffer. We all wake up with that reality every day. Just there drifting in the air around us. 

Poor, poor Stormy, right? 

Nope. 

I'm determined to NOT treat these holidays as "What if they are our last? (sad face)" but instead treat them as  "What if they are our last! (LET'S GO face)" 

Over the last two years Trey and I have had a chance to be happy, healthy empty nesters living our grand adventure. With all the good and bad of life that hovers around, we've worked really hard to say the thing out loud, whatever it is. We're both suck-it-up and power-through kind of folks, so speaking aloud the things that are heavy while also celebrated the silly fun things is well, growth for us both. Somehow saying the thing takes away its power to bring us down. And I like it.

We are 48 and 58 (I'm younger, in case you didn't know) and have all four of our parents. That's remarkable! Many, many people don't get the chance to watch their parents get old. We talk of wanting to "parent" them and how they don't listen, and we laugh about how our kids will want to do that to us someday, God willing. 

And it's Thanksgiving!  And Christmas!  And the Aggies are winning! I love all of those things so much! 

Back to crying in church.

There were two scriptures this morning. One was the familiar "woman at the well" from the New Testament and the other was Isaiah 41: 17-20:

“The poor and needy search for water,
but there is none;
their tongues are parched with thirst.
But I the Lord will answer them;
I, the God of Israel, will not forsake them.
I will make rivers flow on barren heights,
and springs within the valleys.
I will turn the desert into pools of water,
and the parched ground into springs.
I will put in the desert
the cedar and the acacia, the myrtle and the olive.
I will set junipers in the wasteland,
the fir and the cypress together,
so that people may see and know,
may consider and understand,
that the hand of the Lord has done this,
that the Holy One of Israel has created it."

Life. All of life - all of it - was created by the Lord. And he gives abundantly even when hard things come. The preacher noted that he didn't just give the poor and needy a sip of water, he made rivers flow and turned the desert into pools! As we heard those words I felt so peaceful and hopeful and joyful!

Now I sit here on a Sunday morning writing this down. After going to church, Trey made me breakfast. I've meal planned for the week, ordered groceries, paid some bills, and he's off washing my car. We might have an afternoon cocktail or a nap later. We'll make dinner and enjoy the sunshine. Just a regular Sunday in a great God-given life.

That's it. I am saying the thing out loud - there's some really crappy stuff happening around us. And in the midst of that, all around us, rivers are flowing and trees are growing and God, who never forsakes us, continues to give us joy. 

Joy. Not just hovering, but entrenched around us. 

The end. 

Moving and New Churches (or as an alternate title, Communion Fail)

We moved. It's exciting and fun and adventurous and weird. 

We've gone from our lovely home in College Station to a brand new "luxury" apartment complex that is closer to my work. A few notes about moving:

1) Moving is hard. My whole body hurt in an "I am now paralyzed and can no longer move" kind of way. I'm sure this has nothing to do with me being incredibly out of shape.

2) I've had a few sad moments about leaving College Station. Not nearly as many as I thought I would. When I did, Trey would remind me that we're exactly the same distance away from College Station that I drove for work every day the last year. Then he drops our moving-is-scary-but-exciting catch phrase: "It's not like we moved to Michigan!"

3) We had/have a lot of stuff. We left plenty of it in our house in CS (our boys live there now - pray for us all). But through downsizing we have laughed at how much stuff we have. My top two most ridiculous items, because of their quantity, are coffee mugs (I lost count) and black running shorts (at least 20 pair for the various sizes of my booty over the last 20 years). 

I'm sure I have many more words of wisdom, but that's not why I started this post.

We know we need to find a church here. Backstory - I grew up good and Baptist, and Trey is a lifelong Methodist. We went to the same church for 24 years. We got married there, our kids were baptized there, all of life happened there. Then, last summer after watching a different local service online, we started visiting another church. For about the past year we've attended there. Now I think one reason God sent us to that church was to help us practice what it would be like to be the new people before we actually moved and became the new people. 

Anyway, last night Trey says (as he does most Saturday nights as his hint that I'm not sleeping in on Sunday), "You going to church with me in the morning?" And I said yes because I mostly always say yes to Trey even if it means I have to get up early on a weekend. 

So off to church we went this morning. We like an 8:30 service which often means we are among the younger in the crowd, and this service was no different. It was a small Methodist church, quaint, and we were warmly greeted by many people without feeling like we were the oddities of the day. It helped that it was the new preacher's first day, so folks were probably preoccupied with that. 

We sang hymns (important for us in a church) and did all the usual Methodist things which was familiar and comforting. The prayers all included prayers for strength for those impacted by the horrific floods that happened over the weekend, so of course I cried. I think I was cool about it, though, so maybe no one noticed. 

The message was about grace and hope and how it's our job to spread that in a hurting world. I liked it. 

Then, communion. 

The new pastor wasn't quite sure of all the procedures in this particular church, so after we finished the recitations in hymnal the nice ushers helped show him what to do. It was lovely and not stuffy at all - a happy display of the past members helping out the new guy. One side of the altar had a cup for dipping and the other had those tiny individual cups. The pastor offered that you could go to either side based on whether you liked to dunk or have a cup. 

Sidebar: I'm sure there are technical religious terms for dunk and cup, but I don't know what they are. Church folks know what I'm talking about.

Our side had the cups, so it was cups for us. We didn't want to do anything out of the ordinary like go to the other side. I was surprised to learn that they started the line from the back. This meant we were some of the first people to go given our seats near the back. No big deal. It's communion. We know what to do. And also, these people didn't seem so formal that we would mess up and cause a scene. 

So I make my way to front, accept the bread, and then make my way to the cups.

This is when things went very, very badly. 

The nice communion server from the choir, in her white button up shirt, offered me the tray of cups. 

"The blood of Christ shed for you."

I reached for a cup, but it was stuck.

So instead of solemnly drinking from the cup with a whispered "amen," I crushed the tiny plastic cup as it sat stuck in the tray. And the blood of Christ exploded all over my dress, my hands, the floor, and the lady's pristine white shirt. Like a volcano. 

Uhhhhhhhh...

We made eye contact. She quickly said, "It's OK." I selected another cup, drank, said "amen" and fled for my pew attempting not to leave a trail of grape juice all the way to the back of the church. 

Keep in mind that the communion line started from the back, so the vast majority of the church saw the new lady douse the choir lady in a purple juice volcano.

Awesome.

I laughed. It was my only choice. Though I tried not to laugh too obviously because I thought these people who do not know me at all might think I am disrespectful. And I realized that whether we come back to this church or not I will always be the lady new to town who doused the choir lady in purple juice during communion. 

Needless to say, we left pretty quickly after the benediction.

The end. 

An Open Letter to Everyone about Public Schools

I’ve just been to TPAC, the Texas Public Accountability Consortium. In my previous district, we spent many years involved with this group. TPAC prioritizes accountability to our communities over state-based accountability systems that measure only a small portion of what students should know and only count one test on one day.

The idea behind TPAC is that our schools belong to the communities we serve, and we should listen to the hopes and dreams of those communities when measuring our success. When you really think about it, this group is working for so much MORE accountability than the over-complicated A-F system the folks in Austin designed then weaponized.

This year in my new role, I have been overjoyed to be part of TPAC again.

Today’s keynote speaker was Dr. Lindsay Whorton of the Holdsworth Center. If you’re not aware, the Holdsworth Center was created by Charles Butt of HEB as a place to grow educational leaders. It is an amazing facility named in honor of his mother, Mary Elizabeth Holdsworth, a teacher.

(Also, if you’re not grocery shopping at HEB you’re doing it wrong.)

Anyway.

Dr. Whorton spoke about the importance of hope. In discussing what hope is not, she shared this quote:

Hope isn't just about "being hopeful" or "hoping for the best." It's about believing things are going to get better and then putting in the work to make it happen. Y'all. Your public school people are putting in the work. If you don't believe me, come spend a day with me. I will show you the work and the people doing it. My husband (and the spouses of educators around the country) will tell you that you have no idea what it takes to be an educator unless you are one or are married to one. So if you're a naysayer about public ed, I challenge you to spend one hour in my district instead of reading the latest school conspiracy on the internet. 

And please, please know that we are not complaining about this job being hard. We are here because we have HOPE. We have enough hope for our kids and yours, too, and even the kids who don't have someone in their corner. We evaluate our current reality and work toward what we hope for every single day. 

Later on in her talk, Dr. Whorton shared this quote from the book Hope in the Dark by Rebecca Solnit:

(Yes, I immediately ordered this book and will read it post-haste)

Today it feels like public education is under attack. I won't get into political arguments with those who see it differently - I'm just here to share what it feels like to be where we are. Myths and fables about the funding public schools have at their disposal garner top headlines. The Texas school accountability system narrowly evaluates and is widely publicized. It seems the bad stuff is all folks want to talk about, and we have bad stuff. Everyone does, and we're no different. 

But we also have hope. Hope that comes with action. 

We are betting on the future so that when today is history, people will say things got better while we were here. 

All we ask is that you just stop tearing us down long enough to let us lift our kids up. 

I'll wrap this up with an anecdote from tonight. 

We held our top ten percent dinner. Each student in the top ten percent of their class was recognized and also selected an educator to honor, someone who meant the most to them in their educational career. One student chose a long-retired bus driver. The school tracked him down to invite him to the dinner, and tonight he beamed with quiet pride in his perfectly tailored suit.  When the young man explained to the audience why he chose this educator, he explained that the driver always waited for him when he was late and would make sure he got picked up even if he overslept. He expressed that the driver was someone who showed the kids every day what it was to be a good and kind person, and that he would be remembered forever for that. 

As he spoke, I was overcome with hope. 

Does everyone attach theme songs to memories?

I'm on Spring Break which means I quickly slip into my natural sleep cycle. Sleep about midnight. Wake about 8:30-9:00. It's lovely. Trey and I always go to bed at the same time, so on these nights I usually read or pick a podcast to listen to while I relax until about midnight while he sleeps. Last night, for some reason, a song popped into my head and I remembered the connection I had to it. So I grabbed my phone and started a list of songs that come with vivid memories. It was quickly a long list! I forgot about it until tonight's Grand Ole Opry 100 year celebration came on after Wheel of Fortune (have I mentioned that I am elderly?). 

Anyway, whilst I serenade the incredibly lucky Trey Hickman along with all the songs on this Grand Ole Opry special, I shall document the songs I listed last night and their significance. Because things like this should be written down.

"I Just Called to Say I Love You" by Stevie Wonder - For most of my childhood, or at least the parts I remember best, my mom worked nights as a telephone operator. She would get us ready for bed and go to work, then be there to wake us up in the morning to get us off to school, sleep while we were at school, and be awake when we got home. This song always reminds me of her because when it came out she would get prank calls of kids calling the operator and singing "I just called to say I love you." Kid me thought it was hysterical. Now it reminds me of having an involved, always-there mom who worked full time. She's like a superhero, y'all.

"The Cowboy Rides Away" by George Strait - My dad has always said we should play this at his funeral and I'm sure we will. When he was diagnosed with pulmonary fibrosis two years ago, I couldn't stop listening to this song and pre-grieving. They told him this could take his life in two years. Here we are, two years later, and he still onery and busy as ever, even if he tires out a bit sometimes. This song will always be Dad's song.

"Sand in My Boots" by Morgan Wallen - Trey and I went to Cabo during the tail-end of COVID. We took a boat tour out to find whales, and we were the only ones on the tour because...well... COVID. The captain let me pick the music. Sand in My Boots played while we saw whales and more whales and their babies, breeching. It felt like we could touch them because we were so close. This song will always take me back to that moment. 

"Victory in Jesus" Hymn - When Walter Stice led the singing at Calvary Baptist Church in Midlothian, Texas, you could be sure we would sing this song. It's Walter's song. (PS - if you're not sure, then ask a Baptist what it means to lead the singing.)

"Gin and Juice" by Snoop - Kasey Patterson had a black Eagle Talon my junior year of high school. We cruised 7th in Corsicana with this song on repeat. 

"Redneck Girl" by the Bellamy Brothers - When this played at our wedding reception, my Uncle Mark slapped Trey on the back and said, "You sure got you a redneck girl now!" This comment and song now live in infamy.

"Red Dirt Road" by Brooks and Dunn - This is Tucker's song (whether he knows it or not). When he was a baby I would dance in the living room with him while this song played on repeat. At that time I think I had a little post-partum depression and my thyroid quit on me. I remember singing that song and promising my sweet baby that even though he would grow up as a city boy I would make sure he knew what it was like to grow up like I did. He loves his Greeson family and cousins, and I love that he is comfortable in both worlds - the city and the country. 

"Sweet Baby James" by James Taylor - This is my Keaton's song. His middle name is James. He was born two weeks after my brother-in-law died. I always say that Keaton brought joy back into our family at a time of immense sadness and uncertainty. I also worried that was a lot of pressure for an itty bitty baby. He will always be my Sweet Baby James, and seeing him grow into a kind, strong man is one of the great joys of my life. 

"Drops of Jupiter" by Train - Yearbook lab. Specifically the years that Sterling Knapp was on my yearbook staff, but this song always makes me think of that lab and those great kids. I keep up with many of them on facebook or through their moms. They are now Google geniuses, fighter pilots, dance studio owners, and lots of other great things. This song will forever be the theme to my yearbook years. 

"Seven Spanish Angels" by Ray Charles and Willie Nelson - This is my Papaw's song. We sang it together while he played guitar. I remember being a little thing and realizing what a sad song it was. I think it sparked my love of a good ballad. 

"Freebird" by Lynyrd Skynyrd - This is Wendy's song. It's her song because it's Dad's song, and somehow she inherited it. I never hear without thinking of her laughing and singing at the top of her lungs. 

"Tell it to Jesus" hymn - This song belongs to my Aunt Judy. She must have helped with children's choir or something when I was little. Maybe Sunday School. I remember her teaching us that we shouldn't say things we don't mean or even sing them. That's why songs were so important - we should only sing to the Lord what we really mean. "Tell it to Jesus" has a line that asks "Are you troubled at the thought of dying?" I was a kid. I was really scared of dying. For my entire childhood I would hum that line in church because I didn't want to accidentally say I wasn't scared of dying!  (Sidenote: this rule about not singing it unless you really mean it apparently did not apply to Conway Twitty songs for me.)

"This Kiss" by Faith Hill - This song was popular when Trey and I first started dating. It makes me smile every time I hear it because it makes me feel all goofy young-love-ish. Just like I still do. ;)

"Somewhere in the World" by Wayne Watson - Donna Myrick and Jerry House sang this at our wedding as our parents entered. It's a holy reminder about my wedding and marriage and our families. This is not a song I hear randomly anymore, but if it ever comes to mind it might bring a tear. 

Keith Whitley, any songs - When my friend Britina moved away from College Station, the rest of our crew went to her house to help her pack. We had boxes everywhere, peach sangria, the Keith Whitley station on Pandora, and equal parts laughter and tears. Keith Whitley will always equal best friends. 

I'm sure there are a million more. I'm curious. Does everyone attach theme songs to memories?